There's the sense of violation, yes, but worse is the nagging fear that, well, they've done it once, what's really going to stop them from doing it again? As a matter of fact, I woke up a little after 4 this morning from a nightmare in which they were continuing to do it, and getting worse -- actually going through my stuff, and saying I had no rights, and stuff -- and I had to lay there for a good ten minutes convincing myself that the things that had only happened in the dream HAD only happened in a dream, and weren't real.
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Date: 2004-12-04 05:21 am (UTC)::is snuggled:: Gah indeed.